Walking in my shoes

Bring It on 2012

2012-01-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

I have been very busy and lazy lately but thinking of 2012 gives me the feeling of excitement and enthusiasm. I don’t know why – maybe because 2012 will be a milestone for me? Hmmm… I’ll be celebrating my 5th year in Ericsson or I’ll be 30 and wanted to go back when I was just 13 or it might be the thrill that I really want to have a new life. I really want to figure this out but then while I am writing this I am lazy and I still have work tomorrow. :)

Bumuhos man ang ulan

2011-07-11T02:15:00.002+08:00

Sing it to me baby!!! hehehe

Our Love Story (so far)

2011-04-17T22:08:00.010+08:00

The story of our love started here.
I was so touched by the commercial.
Yeah, I know madrama!
But everytime I saw this on tv, I always remember the days that we are on the 10th floor and everyone is teasing us. You changed your usual routine and learned to have lunch with us. You seemed to be "antipatiko" but you learned to always smile because of me and the rest is history.

I know that we gone so far from a whirlwind relationship to a matured one. I know that you are the one and I am thankful that I have you.
As the commercial says it "masarap pagnahanap mo ang kasambuhay habambuhay"

I miss you so much! :(

Nong nakilala mo ang una mong sinta
Umapaw ang saya at siya’y ibang-iba
Sinasamsam ang bawat gunita

[chorus]
Hindi mo malimutan kung kailan
Nagsimulang matuto kung papaanong magmahal
At di mo malimutan kung kailan mo natikman
Ang una mong halik/Ang tamis ng iyong halik
Yakap na napakahigpit
Pag-ibig na tunay hanggang langit

Nong tayo’y nagkakilala ng hindi sinasadya,
Ikaw lang ang napansin,
Nahuli sa isang tingin
At sa pagbati mong napakalambing

Nais ko - Side A

2011-02-18T02:17:00.006+08:00

To Start

2011-01-23T02:01:00.007+08:00

It was a tiring weak 3. Now ,I am looking forward to week for? :)

YOU -c',)--

Marry me please!

Weak 3

2011-01-23T01:06:00.003+08:00

I started it right and wishing to end it perfect but God never really gives us a perfect life and sometimes awful things happen.
I want to try the sign that God has given me but I am torn if I am just making a decision to escape on something or on someone.
I pity myself for this and wish that I could still bring back the strongeeerrr me.

Breakout

2010-12-25T00:20:00.002+08:00

My song for christmas.

When explanations make no sense
When every answer's wrong
You're fighting with lost confidence
All expectations come

The time has come to make or break
Move on don't hesitate
Breakout

Don't stop to ask
Now you've found a break to make at last
You've got to find a way
Say what you want to say
Breakout

When situations never change
Tomorrow looks unsure
Don't leave your destiny to chance
What are you waiting for
The time has come to make your break
Breakout

Don't stop to ask
Now you've found a break to make at last
You've got to find a way
Say what you want to say
Breakout

Don't stop to ask
Now you've found a break to make at last
You've got to find a way
Say what you want to say
Breakout

Some people stop at nothing
If you're searching for something
Lay down the law
Shout out for more
Breakout and shout day in day out
Breakout

Breakout

Don't stop to ask
Now you've found a break to make at last
You've got to find a way
Say what you want to say
Breakout

Don't stop to ask
Now you've found a break to make at last
You've got to find a way
Say what you want to say
Breakout

Lay down the law
Shout out for more
Breakout and shout day in day out

Breakout

Breakout

Breakout

Lay down the law
Shout out for more
Breakout and shout day in day out

Umbrella and Singing in the Rain by Glee

2010-11-28T23:10:00.001+08:00

super like their performance. :)

Magbalik by Callalily

2010-11-07T14:18:00.004+08:00

Love the video pero di kuha lahat..kalahati na lang ng screen.hahaha

10.18

2010-10-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

Born together
I'll always be there

In sunny or gloomy days
I love you in many ways

Now we're 28
And that feels great

Let's drink beer
Be my peer

Even though today we have typhoon Juan
I will still and always be your only WAN

Happy Birthday twinsister!

If Today is Your Birthday: October Eighteenth

2010-10-17T23:19:00.001+08:00

Your Personality Profile:

You are a very fair person who is also determined and hard-working. Success usually doesn’t come at a young age, but it does after some early setbacks–and from your own doing. You are a leader and a visionary. You have your feet on the ground, but you are willing to look beyond what is right in front of you. You may have some troubles with people who deceive you. Although you possess an unusually strong ability to understand human nature, when you are personally involved, you tend to believe what you want to believe. Your intellect is sharp. When an important decision has to be made, you listen to others, process the information, and then follow your intuition.
practical – enthusiastic – determined

Source: http://iftodayisyourbirthday.com/bornoctober18/

October 18 Birthday Features

2010-10-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

October 18 Birthday

YOUR SIGNS - Libra.

YOUR ELEMENT - Air.

YOUR RULERS - Venus, Mercury.

October 18 Birthday interpretation.

The October 18 Libra birth date identifies with an individual who will be very practical in outlook, and one whose primary concerns in life will centre upon the realities of today, “The Here and Now”

On the vocation front, as an October 18 you will have a great deal of ambition and drive to become successful in your chosen career and, while you are one who will aim for high achievement in life, your drive for success will not be motivated purely for reasons of financial gain.

Qualities associated with this day suggest that other aspects, such as the gaining of the respect of your peers and others around you, can be as important to you as any form of financial rewards.

While as an October 18 you are, in every respect, a very career minded and motivated individual, you do have an emotionally sensitive side to your nature, and this is an aspect of your personality that is often not too openly recognized by others.

There will definitely be those occasions in your life when you will be far better off if you can control and refrain, from allowing your emotions to get the better of you.

The October 18 is endowed with a number of life talents, and it is a necessity that you endeavour to focus your creativity onto one path at a time. Where you fail to do so, you can find yourself going into too many directions at the same time, and this will result in you being drawn into all manner of things and side issues that are of little overall importance, and can cause in you, feelings of confusion and indecision.

A diary can be a valuable tool for you, and you would definitely benefit from recording your thoughts, activities and future plans in writing.

This can help you to organize and separate that which is important from that which is not so.

Love, will, and intelligence are elements in life that when successfully harmonized and applied provide for human perfection. As an October 18 birth date, you can find that you experience an imbalance in your life, and this is due to the fact that you are underdeveloped in respect of one of those elements.

It will be necessary for you to make the effort required in order to plan out, and to harmonize these three essential elements.

As example, in respect of the “intelligence” factor one might take up the study of history, psychology or some other mentally provoking science. In respect of the “will”, a martial art could suffice and, to enhance the “love” factor, an activity involving working with children or age support.

Born on this October 18 birth date, yours is a path in life of continually moving forward, and of progressing into the unknown. This is a process that requires courage, and a determined sense of strength and purpose on your part.

While there will be times when your life may feel like the darkest hour before the dawn, you do have that inherent optimistic knowledge that ultimately you will overcome, and that the light will always reappear.

There is, in your birth date, the quality of openness and receptiveness, and where you can keep faith, these can have the effect of attracting to you, those things that you desire in life.

The colours of cream, purple, rosy red cheek colour, deep purple, and pastels with blue accents, resonate well with this birth date.

The mineral gemstones of “moss agate” and “garnet” can help to inspire your courage and determination and, the carrying of a “tiger eye stone” about with you can help to counteract any feelings of downheartedness that might arise at times.

To encourage success into your life, consider acquiring and wearing, a neck pendant that includes a “seven-pointed star” design.

On the home front, the October 18 will need peace, balance and universal harmony within the home.

A practical home designed upon the “open room plan” principle with plenty of windows, and large glass doors opening up to a deck or patio, in order to allow as much light and air as possible into your rooms.

As an October 17 you will appreciate well-decorated surroundings, and are likely to have a particular liking for fashionable furnishings and items.

Round or oval shapes can appeal to your sense of imagination. Include some items of a circular nature within your home. These could be furniture pieces, display objects or paintings projecting some form of circular images.

Carved white marble is a material that can have a great aesthetic appeal for you, so that some replicas of ancient Greek statues in your home could be something to help your sense of focus.

Venus rules over all flowers, so that you should consider keeping freshly cut flowers in your home as much as possible.

In the kitchen, a set of old-fashioned weighing scales as a representation of your Libra balance element could be of appeal to your nature.

In the bedroom, some round or oval shaped items or images, perhaps even a circular bed. Consider the lighter wood colours for your bedroom furnishings with your linen in pastel shades with accents of blue or deep purple.

On the outdoors front, the October 18 will enjoy outdoor activities of an adventurous nature. High country tramping and the exploration of water venues could be but some of your pastime interests.

A well-kept grass lawn is likely to be of more interest to you, than the garden as a whole, and this will be a place to have some tables and chairs in which to spend your warm summer evening.

A fountain, bird bath or even a fish pond in the centre of the lawn would be interesting and, since you will love flowers, some well set out flower beds to provide fresh flowers for your home.

The “almond” holds an association with this October 18 birth date in that it is consider inspirational to your sense for morals and high standards. You might like to consider therefore growing an almond tree somewhere in your garden.

For those who are city dwellers, and without a garden, you might like to consider including some “almond” essence scents in the home, in the bathroom, or in your bath water.

Your special magic numbers are 1 and 4. The eighteenth day of the tenth month reduces to one, and the number one signifies the beginning, initiative, and self-consciousness. This is a number that identifies with singleness of purpose.

The 292nd day of the year reduces to four, and the number four contributes the ability to easily gain an insight, and an overview of events. This is a quality that will support your progress from that which is unsatisfactory to that which is acceptable and successful to you.

Source:http://www.librawoman.net/October_18_birthday_features.htm

My Motivation. :)

2010-10-12T02:21:00.002+08:00

I feel sorry for the person who can't get genuinely excited about his work. Not only will he never be satisfied, but he will never achieve anything worthwhile.
-- Walter Chrysler

Thank God that eventhough I'm having a hard time with the work I have still I am excited to work :)

Walang Iba video

2010-09-26T22:27:00.000+08:00

This is for you

2010-09-26T03:39:00.005+08:00

To all those people who always complain that they are not getting what they want but they are not doing their best.

Don't complain that you are not getting what you want. Just be glad you are not getting what you deserve! - Anonymous

To all those people who agreed to something but when they unexpectedly mend the rule they started to ask why and wanted to change rule.

Those who complain about the way the ball bounces are often the ones who dropped it. - Anonymous

Sometimes people are so funny that they don't realize that we need to undersand life to be able to survive. They need extra effort to change their attitude instead of complaining. Oh well. :)

Complaining

2010-09-26T03:22:00.003+08:00

"Now, 10 years later, the person who talked and complained is still talking and complaining and still remains in the same position. The person who took the initiative and found solutions has been promoted several times."

Catherine Pulsifer, from How Valuable Are You?

My motivation... :)

Walang Iba by Ezra Band

2010-09-17T00:04:00.007+08:00

I really want to watch your concert but sad to say I don't have a budget for the ticket. :( Next time na lang.

Ilang beses ng nag-away
Hanggang sa magkasakitan
Na 'di alam ang pinagmulan
Pati maliliit na bagayNa napag-uusapan
Na biglang pinag-aawayan
Ngunit kahit na ganito
Madalas na 'di tayo magkasundo
Ikaw lang ang gusto kong makapiling
Sa buong buhay ko

Chorus:
Kahit na binabato mo ako ng kung anu-ano
Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko
Kahit na sinasaktan mo ako
At sinisipa't nasusugatan mo
Ikaw pa rin
Walang iba
Ang gusto kong makasama
Walang iba
Walang iba

Nagsimula sa mga asaran
Hanggang sa magkainitan
Isang eksenang bangayan na naman
Ba't ba kase pinagpipilitan
Ang hindi maintindihan
Di naman kinakailangan
Ngunit kahit na ganito
Madalas na di tayo magkasundo
Ikaw lang ang gusto kong makapiling
Sa buong buhay ko
Kahit na binabato mo ako ng kung anu-ano
Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko
Kahit na sinasaktan mo ako
At sinisipa't nasusugatan mo
Ikaw pa rinWalang iba
Ang gusto kong makasama
Walang iba
Kahit na binabato mo ako ng kung anu-ano
Ikaw pa rin ang gusto ko
Kahit na sinasaktan mo ako
At sinisipa't nasusugatan mo
Ikaw pa rin
Walang iba
Ang gusto kong makasama
Walang iba
Wag ka ng mawawala
Hmm, walang iba

… It’s starting to rain

2010-07-21T02:38:00.000+08:00

I am aware of my weaknesses and fears.

I am trying not to be affected by the rain.

I am forcing myself to be happy.

Because I can now feel that rain is trying to get me

…want someone to embrace me

…need someone to protect me

…hope someone will say I'll stay with you

…wish someone to remind me that there is always a sunshine after the rain

Rainy Days

2010-07-21T01:38:00.003+08:00

Rainy days are coming.

When I was a little kid I loved it when it rains.

It's somewhat an indicator that there are no classes.

I grew up experiencing flood every time there's a rain.

We are used to it.

We always expect it when it rains.

Rains actually unite us.

We have no choice but to stay at home with our families.

We eat together and sleep together.

That was the positive side of it when it rains.

But now a rain gives me sadness.

I hate it when its dark.

I can't sleep thinking that there might be flood.

I think that we are no longer safe.

I feel fear.

I think I am alone.

And it is now starting to rain.

2010-07-17T15:12:00.000+08:00

I will be back soon... :)

Di Lang Ikaw

2010-07-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

By: Juris

Pansin mo ba ang pagbabago?

Di matitigan ang iyong mga mata
Tila di na nananabik
Sa iyong yakap at halik
Sana'y malaman mo
Hindi sinasadya

Kung ang nais ko ay maging Malaya

Chorus:
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nahihirapan
Damdamin ko rin ay naguguluhan
Di lang ikaw
Di lang ikaw ang nababahala
Bulong ng isip wag kang pakawalan
Ngunit puso ko ay kailangan kang iwan

Pansin mo ba ang nararamdaman
Di na tayo magkaintindihan
Tila hindi na maibabalik
Tamis ng yakap at halik
Maaring tama ka lumalamig ang pagsinta
Sana'y malaman mong di ko sinasadya
*Repeat Chorus

Di hahayaang habang buhay kang saktan
Di sasayangin ang iyong panahon
Ikaw ay magiging Masaya
Sa yakap at sa piling ng iba

*Repeat Chorus

However Which Way

2010-07-10T04:33:00.002+08:00

Introvoys

I know it’s sweet to see me
Understand it’s time
Don’t look back, look forward
Just move on
It’s not too late to want
Somebody you’ve known.

Refrain:
So look around your place
Let’s see the world in one day
If I ever walk this world
Do you ever walk in my way
However which way
However which way
Try to close your eyes
And listen to the waves of you
Can you hear my voice
I’m calling
Hear the sound
I can’t go on forever
All aloneI am only juman
And my heart’s not stone.

My Wish

2010-06-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish.

Rascal Flatts

Untitled II

2010-05-28T01:35:00.000+08:00

when things get awfully tiring, seek for silence. most of the time, the loudest lessons are learned at the most quite corners of our lives.

--from a friend

Untitled

2010-05-27T18:22:00.000+08:00

I could fall for anyone who treats me special but I want to be assured that at the end of the day I will be on my way home to the one who treats me as his life.

---from a friend.

To Our Mom

2010-05-09T01:27:00.004+08:00

Even though you are not here physically I know that you are still guiding us.
I wanted to say thank you for teaching us the things we need to know in life.
I know that you are so proud to see us now living the life you wanted it to be as you said it a new life without you!

It has been years since we celebrated Mother’s day
I hope that you are at peace and happy up there.
Don’t worry too much to us. We can now handle ourselves.
Everytime we fall we will always look back to all the things that you have taught us.
You are always remembered
Happy Mother’s day Nanang!
I really miss you and I love you!

I am dedicating this song to you.
Hope you like it.

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The Perfect Fan

It takes a lot to know what is love
It's not the big things, but the little things
That can mean enough
A lot of prayers to get me through
And there is never a day that passes by
I don't think of you
You were always there for me
Pushing me and guiding me
Always to succeed

Chorus
You showed me
When I was young just how to grow
You showed me
Everything that I should know
You showed me
Just how to walk without your hands
'Cause mom you always were
The perfect fan
God has been so good
Blessing me with a family
Who did all they could
And I've had many years of grace
And it flatters me when I see a smile on your face

I wanna thank you for what you've done
In hopes I can give back to you
And be the perfect son

Chorus repeat
You showed me how to love
You showed me how to care
And you showed me that you would always be there
I wanna thank you for that time
And I'm proud to say you're mine

Chorus repeat
'Cause mom you always were,
mom you always were
Mom you always were,
you know you always were
'Cause mom you always were...
the perfect fan

I love you mom

LSS

2010-01-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

I like this song so much and I already had the LSS..hahaha
I love the message of the song and it really makes sense.hahaha

It's Gonna Make Sense
Michael Learn to Rock

Life comes in many shapes
You think you know what you got
Until it changes

And life will take you high and low
You gotta learn how to walk
And then which way to go
Every choice you make
When you're lost
Every step you take
Has it's cause

Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Tears you shed are all the same
When you laughed 'till you cried
Or broken down in pain
All the hours you have spent in the past
Worrying about
A thing that didn't last
Everything you saw
Played a part
In everything you are
In your heart

Chorus:
After you clear your eyes
You'll see the light
Somewhere in the darkness
After the rain has gone
You'll feel the sun come
And though it seems your sorrow never ends
Someday it's gonna make sense

Release:
Someday you're gonna find the answers
To all the things you've become and all they've done
At your expense
Someday it's gonna make sense

Don't Think

2009-11-29T16:42:00.001+08:00

by Parokya ni Edgar

Please, Don’t
Worry ‘bout how things might turn out
Let Go, let everything go.

Go, Run
Lose Yourself down an unknown path
Get lost, no matter what the cost

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
That nothing came to those who didn’t try.

Stop, Look
Listen the moment might just pass, This time
Lay it all on the line

Don’t quit, Don’t Lack
Give it all and everything
Cause There may never be another time
Cause There may never be another time

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
To get up off the ground and try again

Don’t think time away
Before you know it
The show is ended
Don’t be scared to fall
Just as long as you remember
That nothing came to those who didn’t try.
Those who didn’t try

Choices

2009-09-25T15:16:00.000+08:00

People change as time passes
or as we grow older our choices and opinions also changes
and we make mature choices
our fantasies and choices and dreams
when we were younger may not be the same
when we get older

I guess we gain wisdom through experience
our choices and decisions
are influenced by our surroundings
not because we want to change
but we just see the different side of the world

-Katrina Gerobin

Kyle on his 3rd Month

2009-09-25T09:49:00.003+08:00

I was happy because I was able to attend the celebration yesterday.

"with Mommy"

"with Mamita"

"with Mamay"

"with Tres Marias"

New Plan?

2009-09-03T15:21:00.003+08:00

Sometimes there are plans that never really happen.
Plans which we think will make us who we are
Plans which we know will help us grow
Plans which will make us fulfill our dreams
Plans which we think can reach us to the top

Plans are just plans to help us know what we want and what to do
If things didn’t work out as planned, I can only see 3 choices
1. To try and try until you succeed, knowing that you will have your time for everything
2. To try again but with a much better plan (was able to look into the details on why it didn’t work out.)
3. To have a new set of plan

I have a plan and I have been waiting for it for quite sometime.
All of them were already there as planned
and I am the only one who was left behind.
It’s painful that you yourself knew what your capabilities are
and thinking that you can do better if you are there too.

I learned to embrace jealousy and insecurity.
I learned to be negative and pity myself.
What will I do?
Some says that my time will come and try again later. Hahaha
I did.
I waited.
I am trying again but nothing happened.
I tried to ask on how long should I wait.
Months?
Years?
I don’t know and they don’t know either.
I managed to do the 1st and 2nd choices that I have listed
but I guess it is not working for my plan.
Now I don’t have anymore option
and I am left with the 3rd one. hahaha
I know it’s hard to completely have a new plan,
To start a new one
But I guess new plan is what I needed.
:)

:)

:)

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"The thing about plans is they don't take into account the unexpected,

so when we're thrown a curve ball, whether it's in the O.R. or in life,

we have to improvise.

Of course, some of us are better at it than others.

Some of us just have to move on to plan B,

and make the best of it.

And sometimes what we want is exactly what we need.

But sometimes,

sometimes what we need is a new plan."

Meredith Grey

Grey's Anatomy

Thank you from Baby Kyle

2009-08-27T15:14:00.001+08:00

I'm Back

2009-08-27T14:50:00.002+08:00

Yes I am.

Hahaha...

I guess there are a lot of reasons why I should be back.

Hahaha…

I don’t know what exactly it is but
I am absolutely sure that there are reasons.

I am just happy that I’m back.

Hahaha...

Can't wait...

2009-08-18T21:31:00.003+08:00

Can't wait to see you Baby Kyle...hehehe

Better in Time

2009-08-04T10:55:00.002+08:00

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See, somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going, coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there? No one
Thinking that I deserved it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice, you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, Imma be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming
Don't wanna laugh, hurt my feelings

But that's the path, I believe in
And I know that, time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning, to love again
All I know is, I'm gon' be okay

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh yeah)
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh)
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me (no more you and me)
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is,
I'll be fine without you
Yes, I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (oh oh oh)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh ooh)
Even though I really love you (you)
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (yes, I do)
It'll all get better in time (oh oh yeah)

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too (yeah ah yeah)
It'll all get better in time (ooh ooh oh)
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile 'cause I deserve to (ooh ooh, yes)
It'll all get better in time

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Love this song... :) :)

On Loving...

2009-07-31T17:02:00.002+08:00

Loving is always a learning process.
With love, we learn how to care & sacrifice.
We learn to be unselfish and gave more than what we can.
And when everything doesn't end well, we learn how it feels to fall and get hurt.
But learning doesn't have to end there!
After the fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on,this is wat we learn, that life doesn't end wer heartaches begin!
Its true that there is life in love!
But there can still be life even after losing love..
--anonymous

:(

What's your name's hidden meaning?

2009-07-25T17:41:00.008+08:00

You are Level-Headed and Trustworthy

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

got it from this from this webpage: http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/

Moving On

2009-07-24T17:07:00.001+08:00

Sometimes moving on is another phase of our life that we really need to face.
We deal with it differently and I guess we have experienced it one way or another.

There are times that we are afraid to move on.
We are so much attached that’s why we are too scared to get out on our comfort zones
We are anxious on what will happen after
We hate to regret the decisions we are going to make
Thinking that it is so hard to start from scratch
That’s why we are clinging ourselves to hold on.

But we need to move on…

We need to explore

We need to acknowledge new possibilities

Moving on doesn’t mean forgetting the past

Moving on for me is a new beginning

A brighter future

A new set of blessings will come my way

One step wiser

A better me...

My Change.

2009-07-13T16:55:00.004+08:00

"Sometimes the things we can’t change…

End up changes us"

--> Text message I received today 13.07.09

___________

In life even if we gave our best shot still we fail.
We gave all our love but still we feel heartaches.
We gave our loyalty still we are betrayed.
We are so nice to everyone still we meet rude people.
We are a happy person but still we felt sadness.
We make things lightly for us but there are hardships.

That is reality and we can’t change it.

Sometimes people dwell on the event so much that they wanted to change it.
They make a move to change things.
They are making an effort trying, trying very hard to change the situation or incident
They didn’t realize that while they are busy changing the circumstances they are changing too.

First, I wasn’t able to get what I want.
This time, someone made me feel that I am not welcomed
That I don’t belong
That I am a “useless asset”
I felt that I am not appreciated
It was so hard for me.
I wanted that “someone” to change.
I wanted “someone” to feel that I do exist and that I am not a “useless asset”
I am doing everything to change that bad feeling and that terrible situation.
But it came to my senses that I can’t really change it.
I can’t change the scenario
It only changes me

The only thing I can change is on how I deal with it.
It changes me, my perspectives and beliefs

It made me realized just this very moment that I am a changed person now. nyehehehe
I am now always thinking on positive things.
I am not anymore thinking that I am sick so that I can’t go to work
I am now more patient
I am now more productive on my work
I realized how much I am blessed having my family and my special someone in my life.
I also realized how important having a work and having a salary
I also realized that SOBRANG ANG PLASTIC KO NA.
Seriously,I come to recognize who are my true friends
And lastly I was able to meet and got to know this person that I never thought that I can consider her one of my very few good friends.

She is the one who texted this quote.

Thanks a lot. :)

Not getting what I want

2009-07-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

Sometimes in our life we want something and we are desperate to have it thinking that it is the best for us.

We thought that having what we wanted will make us successful

Will complete us

It will make us one step ahead from the others.

Lately, I wanted this thing and I wasn’t able to get it.

I did my best.

I know it

I have done everything.

But what can I do?

I didn’t make it.

I didn’t get what I wanted.

Did I fail?

Yes I failed.

I accepted it without grudges

I guess failing will not make me unsuccessful, right?

I know this is just a beginning of a brighter future.

I am sure that better as in better days will come my way not now but soon.

I’ll just patiently wait

and accept it when it comes.

:)

Being Different

2009-07-02T18:05:00.001+08:00

If you follow the crowd, you will likely get no further than the crowd. If you walk alone, you're likely to end up in places no one has ever been before. Being an achiever is not without its difficulties, for peculiarity breeds contempt. The unfortunate thing about being ahead of your time is that when people finally realize you were right, they'll simply say it was obvious to everyone all along. You have two choices in life. You can dissolve into the main stream, or you can choose to become an achiever and be distinct. To be distinct, you must be different. To be different, you must strive to be what no else but you can be.— Unknown wise person
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I choose to become an achiever... yeah!!!

Future

2009-06-29T16:15:00.008+08:00

We spend our whole lives worrying about the future
Planning for the future
Trying to predict the future
As if figuring it out will somehow cushion the blow
But the future is always changing
Future is the home of our deepest fears
And our wildest hopes

But one thing is certain
When we finally reveals itself
The future is never the way we imagined it

Meredith Grey

Grey's Anatomy

Season 5

Episode 23

Here's to the Future

_________

Lately I’ve been thinking of what will happen to me in the future.
What is stored for me in the future?
Where will I be in the future?
I had sleepless nights only asking those questions to myself.
Trying to get answers but I can’t really figure it out.
No one really knows what will happen.
As the quote says the future is always changing.
My future might change as well.
I don’t need answers
I just need to embrace it
Do things I know will help me be a better person
Anyhow, when the time comes I will know.

My Baby Pics

2009-06-27T21:12:00.004+08:00

Just want to share my baby pics...
Feeling ko lang kamukha ko baby Kyle..hahaha

"Unang paligo ko ata to e."

"Baptism"

"alin ako dito?"

First Day

2009-06-26T08:35:00.002+08:00

Si Baby Kyle dilat na ang mata wala pang isang araw ah...

parang gusto na makipaglaro kay Mamita..hehehe

"pssst.."

"Mamita,singkit din ako!"

...hahaha

Welcome Baby Kyle

2009-06-25T08:32:00.005+08:00

Wheew…

At last you came out…hahaha

We’ve been waiting for you since last week.

Welcome to the world baby Kyle

"kakalabas niya lang siguro after 1 hour to"

I wish that you will grow up

*decent
*responsible
*obedient
*loving
*God fearing
*positive outlook in life
*polite
*honest
*respectful

… all the good attitudes in the world (kakapagod magisa-isa e)

For short just like me…harhar

Seriously, I wish that you will love your Mom above all.

"I will just be here for you baby Kyle"

Pamper your Heart

2009-06-19T16:25:00.001+08:00

Instead of celebrating our 1st year anniversary na out of town or a party, the group decided to just "pamper our hearts".

Why not?

as the quote says "no body can do everything, but everyone can do something".
We know in our own little ways we can make someone happy and we can touch lives. :)

What first impression do you give?

2009-06-14T20:30:00.003+08:00

and my result was

You come off as a humorous and friendly: People are likely notice you quickly because of your sense of humor and the crowd that you draw with it. You are the spirit of the party and you are always the one making people laugh, thereby lighting up the mood of the room and breaking the ice. You are just really easy to be around.

hahaha.. I guess I'll ask my friends about this first... hahahaha...

Kurirays goes to EDSA

2009-06-10T23:41:00.005+08:00

Mejo masama ang pakiramdam ko ngayon dahil sa allergy kaya nag-decide akong umuwi ng maaga.
So we took the 6:05 shuttle going to shell but the driver told us na dun niya daw kami ibaba sa kabila sa may puno at hindi sa shell dahil sa rally. so all the way I thought ganun nga pero nung andun na kami sa Shell sabi niya dun na lang daw sa kabila sa may Ayala so lahat kami natuwa kasi sa may MRT na pero nung nakarating na sa EDSA sa Ayala sabi niya sa Petron Pasay Road niya na lang kami ibaba malapit sa Dasmarinas Village..whatttt???? nag-complain ako at sinabi sa driver na sana sa may Dusit nio na lang kami binaba super malayo na ang Petron at sasakay kami sa MRT pero matigas siya at tumataas na ang boses niya so sabi namin sa sarili namin irereklamo ka namin bukas sa management..hahaha... lagot ka..
ang sasama namin.. hahaha .
naisip ko na bad mood na lahat so sabi ko pose na kayo jan at picture muna tayo sa EDSA...hahaha
at lahat tumawa at parang nawala na lahat ang inis. mga kuriray talaga!!!

- Carole, Emie, Ate Arlyn at Angel

So para makarating kami sa SM Makati kelangan talaga namin maglakad from Petron Pasay road to Ayala MRT Station sa sobrang inis namin at di na mapigil ang pagrereklamo namin...hahaha..
nakakita pa kami ng sign board ginawa namin subject..hahaha

"Masarap maglakad kung may kaayusan ang bangketa
ramdam mo ang iyong karapatan."
- Chairman BF

at least kahit ganun na nangyari naisipan pa naman namin ang gawan ng paraan na tumawa...hahaha masaklap pa nakita a namin si Lala na sumabay sa 6:10 shuttle at naunahan pa pa kami...hahaha..

"The moment of happiness we enjoy take us by suprise.
It is not that we seize them,
but that they seize us."
Ashley Montagu

I'm Getting Biggggeeeerrr and Bigggerrrr Part II

2009-06-10T17:51:00.011+08:00

While on a long trip going to Bicol I had deep thoughts on how I will loose weight. Whahaha.. asa pa ako.

Here it goes…

Things I will try to do
- eat oatmeal during lunch and dinner. (Actually I bought Quaker Oats few weeks back)
- eat vegetables /salads. hahaha
- go to the gym again (ewan ko lang!)
- have at least one sport. Nyehehe
- Exercise twice a week

Things I will control
- eating cakes and pastries
- eating chocolates
- eating ice cream
- eating cupcakes

Things I will stop
- Drinking soda instead I will drink fit and right..hahaha
- eating heavy meals

I am so proud of myself then, that I was able to plan my things to do, control and stop just to loose weight.

– And that was only last Sunday… hahaha

Monday came and my Uncle who will have his dialysis on that day jokingly said to me “Patikimin mo naman kami ng sahod mo” hahaha…
I can’t say anything but ok..(nadala naman ako kasi kainan na naman) hahahaha

So we ate our lunch at Oyster Villa – “isa sa paborito kong resto sa Naga”
He ordered Hotutay Soup(di ko lam spelling e), Beef with Ampalaya, Lumpia Shanghai, sweet and sour lapu-Lapu, Pancit and Fried Rice.

"Loyal ako e"

Hahaha...

Hay ano pa nga ba sa sobrang miss ko ang kumain dun kumain na ko ng marami isa pang naisip ko ako naman ang magbabayad e..hahaha

After eating lunch I was so guilty.
I told myself na lang na I’m not going to eat snacks and dinner anymore.
But when we dropped by at my cousin's house she served us with chips, hot Spanish bread and coke.

I was so tempted to eat…

hmmm yum yum…

hahahaha

I wasn’t able to fight the temptation

hay… I ate again and take note I was able to eat 3 pieces Spanish bread.nyahaha..

Around 5 p.m. my sister was curious about the shops in SM Naga so we went there at the same time I bought my ticket going back to Manila.
As we are walking she said that we need to have our dinner so that I won’t be hungry during my trip back.

Whew… eat again

So she decided to have our dinner at BIGGS.

"was able to take pictures, just for my blog"

I can’t resist the temptation again…hahaha.

"Cordon bleu please!"

I ate again…
Hay... masarap talaga kumain

"Sign sa my restroom nila"

I told myself again na bawi na lang ako sa susunod na araw and I will be serious and strict to my diet.

Hahaha we’ll see… :)

Sunday in Bicoool

2009-06-09T23:43:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday I accompanied my older sister going home to our hometown.

My original plan was to spend my weekend at Dong’s house but last Saturday when I was online she buzzed me and told me to go home because she wanted to have her “panganganak” there in Bikol.

So as a mabait na sister I went home without any complain. Hahaha…

We decided to have our trip on a day to make it easier for her just in case something happens.

It was a sunny day when we left Manila so I thought Bikol will have a sunny day too…

but as we reached Bikol my sister said jokingly to me na “ikaw ha, may balat ka ata sa puwet kasi everytime you went here it is raining” whahaha..

All I can say to her was “Oo nga noh!” hahaha

because the last time I was there it was raining too.. pero actually there is a typhoon at that time e. :)

Anyway while going to our hometown (Ocampo Cam. Sur) I took some pictures of the skies.. hahaha wala lang trip lang

I'm Getting Biggggeeeerrr and Bigggerrrr Part I

2009-06-09T14:59:00.007+08:00

Observe the foods I ate last week (June 1 to 5, 2009)

Breakfast
6 pieces of chocolate cookies from Carole
2 Pandesal with cheese courtesy of Kuya Mark
1 Pandesal with Pancit Canton from Ate Arlyn and Vicks
Adobo with rice.. (Heavy) I bought it from Ate Bebe
*All of those are with Hot Chocolate courtesy of our vending Machine.

"McDonalds"

Lunch
Chicken Mcdo obvious its from McDonalds
Pancit, Lumpia Shanghai, Pork Something, pichi pichi and rice – courtesy of our boss
Cheese Burger Deluxe from McDonalds
Chicken roulade with rice (sort of) don’t know the real name from Sicilian
Yang Chow Rice, Spareribs, Beef Broccoli, camaron rebusado and sweet and sour fish from HapChan

"Treat"

Dinner
Fried Siomai and Kikiam with rice from Potdog
Spag, chicken, bread, and tacos from Pancake
Tocino with rice from Shub-lak
Cream of Mushroom soup, Spag, pizza, and salad with dessert from Pizza Hut
Burger with chips courtesy of Max

"PizzaHut"

Wahahah…
Oh! I ate a lot last week.

"Max's"

My older sister said that going bigger is a sign of good life! Hahaha.

Yes but with this kind of eating habits my good life will be a bad life.

Tumataba na ko… nauubos pa pera ko sa bulsa ko.

hehehe…

pansin niyo? Hahaha…

Hay, I will try my best this week not to eat a lot...

Sana I can make it...hehehe

Go! Go! Go! :)

Kumusta ka naman?

2009-06-07T00:04:00.006+08:00

As I was browsing my folder in our PC I found this pic..

"December 2006"

Whahaha.. I was so thinnnn.....hehehe

Kumusta naman ako ngayon????

This is my recent pic

"June 5, 2009"

whahahah... yaw ko na kumain!!!!

To You

2009-06-05T14:56:00.004+08:00

Nice pic. :)

A Relief

2009-06-04T22:37:00.008+08:00

It was a demanding day for me...
I attended meetings all day and I wasn't able to do my regular tasks... Hay!!!
But anyhow I enjoyed the dinner with my "Kurirays" group.

Actually the group has plenty of things to celebrate that's why it's worth it.

1. The "Mommy" of the group got promoted officially as a Team Lead.

"Congrats Ate Arlyn!"

2. Final rights for the neophytes. hahaha

"Welcome to the group Jen, Mean, Lala, Angel and Lanie"

3. The "Food" organizer of the group will be travelling outside the country for a week.

"Ingat Detdet"

4. One of our neophytes will be celebrating her birthday next week.

"Happy Birthday Jen!"

It was so much fun and I hope that they enjoyed the dinner with us especially for the neophytes.

You are now officially part of the KURIRAYS! yahoo... I am looking forward for more gigs..hehehe

Thank you Detdet and Ate Arlyn for the dessert and we wish may next time pa..hehehe

I would also like to acknowledge FRANCIS "half blooded Kuriray" for making it to the dinner and also for the dessert. He will be travelling with Detdet. hehehe.
"Ingat din po!"

We miss you Carole, Jeena, Alma, Mishelle and Jan. It might have been happier if all of you were there.

Jhena and Yanie we miss you too.. but I guess you cannot make it if we have a very short notice. :) hehehe palusot lang.

Anyway, we will share with you the pictures. hehehe

I would also like to thank
The Kurirays who were there. Your presence were very much appreciated.

Jem "angel's bf" for giving us an opportunity to have an interview. Naks artistahin...
I hope you enjoyed it and sana di ka napikon.

Dingdong, "detdet's brother" for making Mean so kilig. hehehe

Jhey for assisting us and giving Jen the birthday ice cream.
Ruel for assisting us too.
To both of you thank you for granting us to have pictures with you. hahaha..

also to Pizzahut for having the super panalo meals at 99. It was worth the price... busog kami at tipid sa bulsa. hahaha..

and thank you for myself for making all these things possible.hahaha joke. (pagod ako magsulat ha!) but it was a relief to be with you guys. Seriously!hahaha...

Snapshots...

Vickilicious, Ate Arlyn, Jem and Angel

Dess, Emie, Liza and me

Lanie, Lala, Det and Jen

wohooo.... Mean and Dingdong

Dess and Emie with Jhey, Francis, Jen with Ruel
*Sorry na guys 5 pics lang ang kaya nitong blog ko e...
need ko ng 1 slot for Mean and Dingdong e..hahaha kaya maliit na lang sainyo.

hahaha...

See more pics at angmgakurirays multiply site...

Personality traits by birth month

2009-06-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hahaha...

bored again.. I am not yet sleepy that's why I was able to take quizzes again... :)

1st quiz was "Personality Traits by Birth Month"

My Birth Month is OCTOBER and my personality traits are

Loves to chat
Loves those who loves him
Loves to takes things at the centre
Attractive and suave
Inner and physical beauty
Does not lie or pretend
Sympathetic
Treats friends importantly
Always making friends
Easily hurt but recovers easily
Bad tempered
Selfish
Seldom helps unless asked
Daydreamer
Very opinionated
Does not care of what others think
Emotional
Decisive
Strong clairvoyance
Loves to travel, the arts and literature
Soft-spoken, loving and caring
Romantic
Touchy and easily jealous
Spendthrift and easily influenced
Easily lose confidence

BE THE JUDGE!!!hehehe

Quote that represents my life?

2009-05-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hahaha
I am a bit bored today… It shows because I took quizzes all day and I was able to write it here. Hay!!!
The last quiz I took at facebook was “What Quote Represents your life?”
And the result was suitable for me and I guess it’s true
It says:
Life is like a box of chocolates. You’ll never know what you’re going to get.
You have a pretty mellow and easy going outlook on life. You are ready for any curveball that life throws at you.

On this quiz I rather say that I agree… hahaha
Actually it is one of the quotes I like talaga when asked about life.

After this quiz I stopped and write all of these results here.
Wala talaga ako magawa pinatulan ko lahat ng quiz sa facebook.hahaha
Anyway, I enjoyed it naman…
Next time ulit.

I'll be writing more serious stuff later maybe or some other time :)

Sexiest Feature???

2009-05-31T20:32:00.001+08:00

I took the quiz “What’s your sexiest feature?” at Facebook and the result was “My Smile”

Whahaha.. I thought it was my eyes. (asa pa ako)

It says:
Your Smile - You have a gorgeous smile and it’s bound to light up the day of the person who sees it.

I can’t believe it talaga…
I strongly disagree with the result. hahaha

Married at Age 27?

2009-05-31T13:44:00.002+08:00

This “married” thing was on my mind for the past days.
A lot of thinking was done and a lot of advises was asked from married friends
Am I ready to get married and give up my singlehood?

As I was browsing my facebook account I saw a friend who took the test “what age will you get married?”

Hahaha...

I took the test too and the result I got was “married at age 27”. What???

Detailed result was

Married at Age 27: You will be married at age 27. This is about the age that most people get married. You are at the age where you are ready to venture into the married life

I don’t know if it’s correct and if it would help me on my decision. I will be turning 27 this coming October.
Whahaha and I only have how many months?

I guess getting married doesn’t require age limit. Hahaha
I can get married at the age of 40 right? As long as I am ready emotionally, physically, financially for short in all aspects.

As what Kuya Mark said to me “Once you decide to get married there are a lot of things you need to give up. Are you now ready to give up all those things? If not better think about it first”

Am I ready?

Hope not?

Yes?

I really don't know...

real name or nickname

2009-05-29T11:28:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, my super friend and I decided to have some cold drinks at Stabucks.

When the crew asked my name, I gave him my nickname “Ü1” and I dictate the spelling to make it easier for him so I said it again “just spell it U and number 1”.

He showed me what he wrote on the glass and I was amazed on how he spelled it.
hahahaha….

It was like YOU and ONE.

Anyway, next time I’ll better give my real name than my nickname. hehehe
I am so choosy kasi on how my nickname be spelled.

Thanks Super friend for making an effort to capture the “moment”. Hehehe

May 28

2009-05-28T16:20:00.007+08:00

He said “hi!”

She said “Hello, How are you?

He gave his cell phone numbers
She said why?
He said “just in case you want to talk to me”

He called
She answered

"Pagsanjan 2007"

He listens
She talks

He is the serious type of guy
She is the "fun loving" type of girl

He loves to be just in front of his computer
She loves to be always at the mall or somewhere else

"CWC 2008"

He doesn’t know how to play basketball
She loves to watch basketball games

He is mature
She still and will always have the child like attitude

He likes the girl who knows how to cook
She doesn’t know anything in the kitchen

"March 2009"

He doesn’t even know how to sing and dance.
She loves to dance and sing even though she doesn’t have the golden voice.

He is not affectionate and sweet
She likes a guy who is charming and expressive

He doesn’t know how to surprise a girl
She loves surprises

"Don't know where..hehehe"

He thinks that she is Princess Fiona
She thinks that he is Shrek not perfect but real and stays

They are two people with different personalities but what they share in common are Love and trust to each other.

No one would ever imagine that until today they are still together and preparing to make it forever.

"Dc',)ng and Ü1"

Learning

2009-05-28T14:59:00.007+08:00

blindfolded and walking alone..

that's what most of us feel..

In a lifetime full of major risks and decisions,

it might seems safer to remain stagnant

but isn't it more fulfilling if despite the fear of falling

from a cliff and bruised knees,

steps were taken?

in the end, losing and mistakes won't count what matters most is the person

we turned out to be..

not naive..

but wise and beautifully molded by experiences..

*anonymous

:)

2009-05-26T10:05:00.002+08:00

"Life is better when you're happy,but life is at it's best when other people are happy because of you...
be inspired,
give peace,
and share your smile.." Ü

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Inspiring right?

Quarter Life Crisis

2009-05-25T15:42:00.002+08:00

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now.

You start realizing that people are selfish and that,maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable andwhat isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure.

You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling onto the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap.

Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it.

We are in our best of times and our worst of times,trying as hard as we can to figure this whole things out.

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I got this from a friend.
Thanks Rhei and Happy birthday! :)
You’re getting old na.
Don’t worry same here. Sabay bawi e. hahaha

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Hmmmm....

San na nga ba ako papunta?

Nakakarelate ka ba?

hahaha...

ako kasi OO. as in OO!!!

I am sure

2009-05-24T23:36:00.014+08:00

Better Days
by Diana Reeves
Silver gray hair neatly combed in place.
There were four generations of love on her face.
She was so wise, no surprise passed her eyes,
She'd seen it all.

I was a child, oh, about three or four.
All day I'd ask questions.
At night I'd ask more.
But whenever; she never, would ever, turn me away.

I'd say how can I be sure what is right or wrong ?
And why does what I want always take so long ?
Please tell me where does God live
And why won't He talk to me ?

I'd say, Grandma what is love ?
Will I ever find out ? and
Why are we so poor, what is life about ?
I wanna know the answers before I fall off to sleep.
ohwoohwohwoh.......

She sort of smiled as she tucked me in.
Then she pulled up that old rocking chair once again.
But tonight she was slightly, remarkably, different somehow.

Slowly she rocked, lookin' half asleep.
Grandma yawned as she stretched.
Then she started to speak.
What she told me, would mold me, and hold me,
Together inside ahahahahahah yeah yeah

She said all the things you ask
You will know someday.
But you have got to live in a patient way.
God put us here by fate
And by fate that means better days.

She said, child we are all moons in the dark of night.
Ain't no morning gonna come 'til the time is right.
Can't get to better days lest you make it through the night.
You gotta make it through the night, yes you do.

You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it through the night.
Oh, you will see those better days
But you gotta be patient.
(Be patient) oh baby, be patient.

Later that year, at the turn of spring,
Heaven sent angels down and gave Grandma her wings.
Now, she's flying, and sliding, and gliding
In better days

And although I'm all grown up
I still get confused.
I stumble through the dark
Getting bumped and bruised.
When night gets in my way
I could still hear my Grandma say
I can hear her say,
I can hear her say.

(Be patient) You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it through the night baby.
(Be patient) Oh, you will see those better days
But you gotta be patient.
Child, do you hear me, yeah.

(Be patient) You can't get to no better days
Unless you make it, you got to make it
you got to make it
You got to make it through the night

(Be patient) Oh Grandma, oh Grandma
Do you see me now, lady
Oh oh oh oh oh...

(Be patient) She used to sit me on her knee
She used to comb my hair
She used to tell me stories..
My Grandma took me everywhere--> love this song. :)

I am sure that better days will come.

Walang magawa

2009-05-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

Share ko lang ang mga pictures na kinunan ko today...

sa sobrang wala ako magawa around 12 noon ayun naisipan ko kunan ang sky...
ganda kasi e pero sa 3rd floor yan ng bahay kaya may mga rehas rehas
hahaha...

Nakakaaliw!!!

Tapos di pa ko nakontento while waiting kay dong... yung sunset naman ang kinunan ko...so umakyat ulit ako sa 3rd floor tapos bigla ko naisipan bumaba..hahah ayun kaya mejo malinaw na tas wala pang mga kable ng kuryente.hahaha

see more pics sa multiply account ko. :)

What to expect here?

2009-05-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

Pwede kayong…

Matuwa

Malungkot

Maexcite

Aabangan

Hahahaha!!!

Pero yan isang kathang isip lang… Joke lang lahat yan…hahaha

But seriously, I don’t know what’s with me that all of a sudden I wanted to write.
Di naman ako magaling magsulat..whahaha.. (Nagself pity pa e)

Hahahaha.. my real purpose talaga is just to share my thoughts, lessons learned and experiences into a different setting. (kung dati palagi lang ako nagkukwento sa mga piling tao, sa superfriend ko, sa mga friends, kay dong, sa ate ko at sa kambal ko ngayon gusto ko iba naman gusto ko recorded na.)
I know naman and I admit it that I’m not really a good writer. Hindi ko nga alam kung tama ang grammar ko sa pinagsusulat ko e pero wala akong pakialam. Blog ko to e.(walang pakialamanan)hahaha

Pero on a different outlook I guess the reason why I wanted to write kasi I am now ready to share my life to everyone. (yan e kung yan nga ba talaga) Feeling lang to…

But one thing I’m sure I will let you walk in my shoes.Ü

Walking in my shoes

2009-05-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

It was really hard to find the right title for my blog site but when I was listening to one of the songs played in my iPod, I heard the line “walking in my shoes” and it caught my attention.
My idea was to have a very meaningful (madrama at may connection sa buhay ko) title for this is my first time to have one.
That line stayed in my head for about an hour or two and thinking if that would be a nice title.

Hehehe…

then finally…

blag!!!

Yippee!!!

It only shows that I loved it. :)